By Zoë Fay-Stindt
If we must begin. If we must imagine
the confines of our longing. I put your certainty
of sacrifice in a small metal box. You made
the box. You made the metal. The land — red
and lichened by manies — swallows your small
tin myth. We were born in a room. We were born inevitable
with a throat of grace. When I step out
of the room you built, when I turn
away from your tumor and your hurt, I wade
into the lake. She grows a grace
inside me. Minnows feast callus
into soft. The day of your liberation
will be doused in cottonwood seed. America
loves a criminal. America has written
a profitable story. America, we bloom a world
inside you a hundred times each day. C touches the Pacific
and her lip of fog. K is harvesting pears this morning,
slicing them into thick shards of desire with a knife
that has no mother. We wash the knife. We grow sticky
in our living. We write again, again, again: begin
with this fruit in our mouths, our mothers, imagine
enough. Imagine an orchard. Sing it
on in, this certainty of belonging.